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.:If only I could be as cool as you on 5:23 PM:.
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::we will be moving soon.::

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.:If only I could be as cool as you on 6:49 PM:.



::I have hardly been outside my room in days,
Cos I don't feel that I deserve the sunshines rays.
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it was then I realised the conscience never fades.
When you're young you have this image of your life,
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you never dream to cross,
And if you happen to, you wake completely lost.
But I will fight for you,
Be sure that I will fight
Until we're the special two once again...

And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Cos we're the special two
And we can only see each other
We'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Cos we're the special two
I remember someone old once said to me,
That lies will lock you up, with truth the only key.
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt, or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I know im not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind,
You know I will not let you down,
Coz we were the special two and will be again...

And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Cos we're the special two
And we can only see each other
We'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Cos we're the special two
I'll step ouside my minds eyes, for a minute,
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease
Or somethin that could ease the pain.
But nothin cures the hurt that you bring on by yourself
Just remembering, just remembering how we were
And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Cos we're the special two
And we can only see each other
We'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Cos we're the special two


I'm in ♥ with a boy called matt.::

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.:If only I could be as cool as you on 6:40 PM:.



::I have hardly been outside my room in days,
Cos I don't feel that I deserve the sunshines rays.
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it was then I realised the conscience never fades.
When you're young you have this image of your life,
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you never dream to cross,
And if you happen to, you wake completely lost.
But I will fight for you,
Be sure that I will fight
Until we're the special two once again...

And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Cos we're the special two
And we can only see each other
We'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Cos we're the special two
I remember someone old once said to me,
That lies will lock you up, with truth the only key.
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt, or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I know im not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind,
You know I will not let you down,
Coz we were the special two and will be again...

And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Cos we're the special two
And we can only see each other
We'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Cos we're the special two
I'll step ouside my minds eyes, for a minute,
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease
Or somethin that could ease the pain.
But nothin cures the hurt that you bring on by yourself
Just remembering, just remembering how we were

And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Cos we're the special two
And we can only see each other
We'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Cos we're the special two


i am in ♥ with a boy called matt::

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.:If only I could be as cool as you on 6:40 PM:.
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::ihatemykeyoardthatca'tspaceortypetheletterafterAortheletterafterM.fuckthisshit!
utIlikeMatt.::

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.:If only I could be as cool as you on 10:55 AM:.
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::my last day in singapore tonight...
had so much fun....
met more people than others...
working was so cool...
coffee club without the psychoperv shah was great...
friends were cool...
now i leave with a suitcase bigger than me...
and a head full of memories.
will post pics soon.::

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.:If only I could be as cool as you on 4:29 PM:.
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::1. I can drink like a fish.
2. I am a shoppaholic.
3. I like starting fights with guys in clubs with my girls.
4. I love to dance.
5. Yours truly is a photo whore.
6. I usually like my men like my coffee, Dark and Strong.
7. I tend to relate Asian men to William Hung, Thus I get pretty scared.
8. I love hanging out with guys more than girls, because well, they really are more fun.
9. I smoke , i drink, im supposed to stop but i cant.
10. I'm NOT scene.
11. If liking many genres of music and occasionally favouring one more than the rest makes me a poser then well... im a poseur. But maybe i just love music?
12. There was a period of time I convinced myself i was going to marry Sean Paul.
13. My attempts to learn how to skate were futile.
14. Girly girls would find me disgusting.
15. I have not been in a fight with a girl before.
16. Cooking is not my forte, but i like to pretend.
17. Jamie Oliver rocks my socks, he is a sexy man who can cook.
18. Paris Hilton is my idol. Everyone should just shut up cos she rocks too.
19. When I was 16, I was a HARDCORE Avril Lavigne. When I was 16.
20. I'm an online stalker. Sue me.
21. Girls with edge and super cool style, I love. Tila Nguyen is the shiznit.
22. I think Sci-fi suX0r.
23. I am pierced and inked.
24. I'm a Catholic.
25. I enjoy nothing more than to watch the person I hate suffer, especially if they know i'm the one making them suffer. Revenge isn't sweet if you stab someone in the back, cos they won't be able to see who dun it. Ooh that made me sound like a MEAN GIRL.::

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.:If only I could be as cool as you on 12:42 AM:.
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::boo.
finally got my hands on a com but just for a blogging quickie.
in kl now. nuthing much
got my motorazr v3 babye!
yes i am a material girl.
happy cny to all u chinks out there...
my days spent thinking abt you
are days when i regret the things i did
and the things i failed to do to you

love love boy::

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.:If only I could be as cool as you on 10:09 PM:.
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::my computer is down.
no updates.
call my handphone losers.
i'll update u personally.
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.:If only I could be as cool as you on 2:15 PM:.
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::


Travis and Pharrell.
I want to have your babies.
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.:If only I could be as cool as you on 1:14 AM:.
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